Hi.
This is stupid. I am doing nothing. My
head aches with laziness. The 4th episode of cosmos is on download
and it will take 2 hours more. I spent the last half an hour looking at
download! Fuck! This headache on both sides of my head, my eyes don’t feel
good, I feel out of breath, irritated. I feel like I should go out. Just like I
did yesterday. Yes, yesterday, I played a game of Basketball. After a year or
so. (I was in the school team.) And my stamina is down, man. The cigarettes
have fucking made my lungs so week. They literally were paining. I will never
have them again. I quit cigarettes on 17th March 2014. That’s 20
days. But I collapsed and smoked last week. I don’t plan to have anymore. I am
done. I was saying, about this stupid feeling. I want to work hard. I feel like
I have been on some medicine. Fuck! I have been on medicines. Damn, it is them!
The medicines I have been taking for my throat which is fucked due to smoking.
Cough and all. Well, fucking clarity. Now, I know, what this was about. Thank
God! (I am an atheist). I hope when I wake up tomorrow, it would be gone. This
feeling. In that case, I must sleep ASAP. But Of course, not before I watch the
4th episode of ‘Cosmos’.
I loved how I realized the reason of my problem which troubled me throughout the day while I was writing about it.
Thanks, writing.
Later.
9:16:38 PM
I loved how I realized the reason of my problem which troubled me throughout the day while I was writing about it.
Thanks, writing.
Later.
9:16:38 PM
